Amy Celeste Youngbeard McKinzie
The Mindfulness Tracker
Becoming The Observer
To Give One's Self Permission To Exist Within & Throughout The Fluidity of The Ever-Present Moment of Now...
To Live A Peace-Filled and Loving Life.
My Personal Journey
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Hello Friend,
My name is Amy Celeste Youngbeard McKinzie.
I came into this Journey living within my own interior and exterior torturous
flames from the fires of hell.
Dramatic... ?
At first glance these words perchance seem pretentious.
I assure you that I consciously deliberate over each of these words to best express that which I have to share.
I have had a deep drug-resistant depression and debilitating anxiety
my entire remembered existence. It has been difficult at times to exist. I have been constantly and frantically bobbing up to the surface of life for air…
This all makes me feel so terrified… Terrified, isolated and alone in the world,
unable to relate to anyone, living in a nightmare’s indiscernible realm. So often
I felt suicidal… I have felt this way, too, many times than I am ashamed to
recollect or say.
I have been on rock bottom for a long time, throughout each
phase of my life thus far…
Out of desperation I plunged head first into an innovative approach to drug-resistant depression and a hope to escape it's clutches.
Esketamine Therapy. Medically Administered Esketamine Therapy.
As my sessions progressed I realized that each time I stepped out of the doors I was a different “me”…
Going into every session I went in extremely aware and consciously driven.
I entered with the attention and intention of discovering how to live each new "me" after each successive treatment.
I have discovered and now live with incredible revelations and new understandings of
alternatives to existing within a different, fulfilling, peace-filled, loving on purpose life.
The impact of these life-altering contents are extracted from my journal's notations
(“My Journey’s Journal” – moment by moment real-time entries during this experience) and are scrupulously and
consciously pieced together in my book Picking Up The Breadcrumbs.
I have poured over my journal's daily offerings… Exploring fully each insight’s depth within the entire transitive
experience.
I submerged entirely within the dark and turbulent waters of my mind.
...my Being now born of incredibly staggering transitions
and transformations…
Becoming the Observer...
An ever unfurling… a process to continually
evolve. To assimilate and discover, layer by layer.
My guiding navigational tool throughout this newfound existence?
Mindfulness...
yes.
I am a Mindfulness Tracker.
Join me, my Friend, Let's together Explore a Mindful and Conscious on purpose Life.
Why Amy
Amy Celeste Youngbeard McKinzie
The Mindfulness Tracker
Discover what makes Amy's approach unique and explore her current offerings for your own personal journey.
Why Amy Celeste Stands Out
Transformative Life Experiences
personal healing journey and spiritual awakening
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Tailored support that honors your individual path and spiritual calling
Holistic Growth and Healing
Integrating mind, body, and spirit through various healing modalities
Current Tokens of Peace
Experience personal journey guidance through 1:1 or group sessions, workshops, and healing offerings. Amy creates safe spaces for meditation, mindfulness practices, and spiritual growth.
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Personal Journey Guidance Sessions
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Mindfulness Workshops & Group Sessions
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Music
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Sound Healing
Picking Up The Breadcrumbs
Amy's transformative journey from diagnosis to a cathartic
life-altering existence...
A deeply personal journey of awakening
The Essence
This Book is a map…
This Book IS The Map of Amy Celeste's Own Awakening—a trackers guide to Becoming The Observer.
This deeply personal journey chronicles Amy Celeste's voyage through the uncharted waters of her mind.
This...
This Book...
This Book IS The Map of Amy Celeste's path... The path that follows the breadcrumbs
navigating amidst the multitudinous mental health challenges to ultimate life-altering spiritual transformations unveiled.
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Companion Albums
Experience the book through music with these companion albums by Yes Now IS:
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"Deep Within" - Based on the book's themes
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"Becoming The Observer" - Meditative soundscapes sculpted for the Reader's most optimal experience whilst absorbing Picking Up The Breadcrumbs
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Reader Reviews
"This was a very raw account of the authors journey through esketamine treatments. A beautifully written book, you could feel the pain and joy she experienced throughout the treatment and beyond."
"Great!"
"This book is a gift to anyone who has ever felt lost, broken, or searching for meaning. The breadcrumbs are there -
we just need to learn how to see them."
Music & Albums
soundscapes and healing frequencies for your own personal journey
Yes Now IS
Amy Celeste Youngbeard McKinzie & Jason W. McKinzie aka "mascodagama"
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In the tapestry of life, Yes Now IS weaves a vibrant thread, inviting us to dance in the kaleidoscope of the present. Their music is a gentle reminder that each moment is a gift, a chance to connect deeply with ourselves and others. Through their melodies, they create a sanctuary where laughter and introspection coexist, where the soul finds solace in the rhythm of authenticity. Yes Now IS transcends the ordinary, crafting an experience that is both a celebration and a meditation, urging us to embrace the beauty of the now with open hearts and joyful spirits.
Available for Private & Public Events
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Featured Albums:
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Deep Within
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Becoming The Observer
Om Kibble
An enticing and healing Sound Bath
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Immerse yourself in a transformative Healing Sound Bath, where the harmonious blend of world instruments and psychedelic sounds creates an unparalleled auditory journey. This captivating experience is crafted by the talented ensemble of Brother Matthew, who brings the deep, resonant tones of the Didgeridoo; Jason W. McKinzie, also known as "mascodagama," who masterfully manipulates the Electric Guitar and Soundscapes; and Amy Celeste Youngbeard McKinzie, who enriches the soundscape with the melodic Songs of Crystal Singing Bowls, Voice and an array of various Cultural Instruments.
Allow your senses to be enveloped in this divine conduit of sound, designed to rejuvenate your mind, body, and spirit. Feel the unique energetic vibrations of Om Kibble as they wash over you, offering a profound sense of renewal and balance.
Experience this auditory wonder in multiple formats: digitally, virtually, or in the electrifying atmosphere of a live performance. Let Om Kibble guide you on a journey of healing and transformation.
Om Kibble!
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Available for Private & Public Events
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Experiences Include:
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Sound Bath Sessions
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Healing Frequencies
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Meditative Journeys
Eclectic Bazaar
Consciously Crafted Items of Awareness Designed to Bring Edification to Your Mind, Body, and Spirit
Amy Celeste Youngbeard McKinzie IS The Master Mindfulness Tracker
Book
"Picking Up The Breadcrumbs" - Amy Celeste's transformative journey
Music
Yes Now IS and Om Kibble's discography of sound for the human experience
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The sacred "Om" symbol, a revered sound and icon in Hinduism, Buddhism, and other spiritual traditions, represents the essence of the ultimate reality, consciousness, and the universe. It is intricately woven with the free-flowing turtle, an ancient symbol in many cultures that embodies wisdom, patience, and endurance. The turtle's slow and steady nature is often associated with longevity and perseverance, teaching us the value of resilience and thoughtful progress. Encircling these two is the ouroboros, a serpent consuming its own tail, which is a powerful symbol of the eternal cycle of life, death, and rebirth. This ancient emblem represents the cyclical nature of the universe, where creation and destruction are in constant balance. Together, these elements create a harmonious blend of spiritual significance, illustrating the interconnectedness of all things and the continuous journey of growth and transformation.
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Disclaimer:
All the services and information shared on this website and events come from a place of compassion and love, with the sincere intention to support your healing journey. Please remember that while these practices—such as [energy healing, intuitive guidance, spiritual support, etc.—customize as needed]—can be profoundly nurturing, they are not a replacement for professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment.
If you are experiencing a medical or mental health challenge, I encourage you to reach out to a licensed healthcare or mental health provider. My role is to walk beside you and support you with loving energy and compassion, but not to diagnose or treat illness.
Every path of healing is unique. By participating in these services or exploring this website, you accept full responsibility for your own well-being. The most powerful healing always comes from within, and I am honored to support you in that process.
If you have any questions or would like to talk further about how these offerings might support you, please reach out with an open heart.